I wanted to visit my cousin Ruthie this weekend so badly my heart hurts. The reason is that we used to have it as a tradition to go to Notting Hill Carnival together but I was not able to make it this year. For you guys who don’t know, Notting Hill Carnival is the biggest carnival in Europe, also called a festival. Two days of amazing Caribbean vibes, big and loud sound systems, food from all over the world and 1 million visitors grooving on the streets all day long. Life.